There was a time I got confused, really confused. I started an e-zine (MonoMania) that didn't materialise after two issues. It was a lack of motivation, the fire was gone, the Muse vanished. I felt empty. But I have done a series of articles and I cannot forget them. For once, I want to post them here.

What is Rot? Iambic Meter, a.k.a. Rot: Stones, gold, blue, primal scream, myself,  Hubris versus self-doubt, sex, self-loathing, Rain, red blood, I love past tense, "Life is ass," "Love sucks," "Love is real, real is love," "Love is here." They are created out of love

• [ Admiration ]

• [ Dove ]

• [ Nervous Laughter ]

• [ Romance is a Game for Fools ]

• [ Search ]

• [ To the One Who Will Disappear ]

What is Write? Fragments, a.k.a. Write: Prostitutes, hustlers, dirty mind, ego, figment of one's imagination, diluted crap holes, dumb poetic license, Rain, I, black, self-absorb, drama, melodrama, dead statements, left of center, die, my bride, die, it will end in tears, "Life is (still) ass," "Love (still) sucks," "Love is (still) real, real is (still) love," "Love is (still) here..." Some of them are published elsewhere

• [ The Whore Series (Fiction): Mother ]

• [ The Whore Series (Fiction): Daughter ]

• [ Music Review # 1: PJ Harvey and Juliana Hatfield (pfd file) ]

• [ Music Review # 2: Richard Ashcroft (pdf file) ]

• [ Features: Filophile (pdf file) ]

• [ Features: Parenting in the 21st Century (pdf file) ]

• [ Essay: (Non)-alcoholic ]

• [ Feature Article: Teaching Arnis in Vienna ]

Other gigs can be found here.